I have lost myself

I have sewn together my eyelids  
Because I couldnt see you anymore.  
Now I can't see anything.  
Everything is just dark.  
Back to black, and no light gets through.  
I see what I feel  
Nothing. Nothing at all.  
Sunshine is now missing  
But does it matter?  
When it's been raining ever since you left...  
 
I want to rip off my ears  
Just because your words dont fill them.  
I might never hear birds sing again  
But I don't care.  
You laughter is all I wanna hear  
Your heartbeat the only thing I need to listen to.  
 
I'm going to peel off my skin  
Without your touch it feels so heavy.  
I'll never feel the rain hitting my face ever again  
But when it isnt your fingers gentle caress  
I'm all numb anyway.  
 
I could tear off my lips  
They are no use afterall  
When your not here to kiss them ever so lightly.  
 
I will stab myself right through the heart and it won't even matter.  
'Cause it hasnt been beating ever since you left.