Entry #3

does your back ache when you want to get up
and you cant really do anything but lay there
because youre afraid that if you get up you might
fall back down and never know how to get back up
ever again because if the world ends you might be
disappointed with the way things were in your laying
down life and then whatll you do and even if things
were different would you really want to change them
but what if you do change them and then youre not the
same person you thought you were but then everyone
or more no one will even know who you are and then
the only left to do is lie in your bed just like you
always have since that other life or maybe youd just
take the easy way out and kill yourself because thats
the only option which means thats always been the
only option ever, right?

Yeah. I get that way too.

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