Reverse Psychology

 when you say you feel like i don't want you around
i wonder is it the opposite
do you not want me and need a way
to just break it to me slowly
will you put it on me
because i already blame myself
are you resentful
is that why you say
you don't want me to regret you
is this all reverse psychology?

nothing in particular
has me question everything you say
and everything you do
why can't i feel your intentions are genuine
was it from past fuck ups
times it wasn't meant to be tried
it doesn't have to mean it can't work again
but does it?

maybe you feel the same way
that my love isn't true
i took you quick before
you never got any pre-feelings
i never got any from you
even in the first time i just needed a distraction
and the second you needed one too
could it work if it's real?
will our brains still flow together
is your soul still connected to mine
would it be safer to stay unloving
though in my mind i always do

why must i need your words so terribly now
when your feelings were always enough
an untrusting soul has brought me here
will it ruin it all
because you don't taste so much like a virgin now
your hearts been shared by many others
could i ever take it all back
steal all the pieces
make them all mine
have my love course through you
be the only thing you need

will you take me?
i shelter too much for you to see
that you're the only one for me
instead i bring it back around
when i once wasn't true
how could you ever believe me now?