He is and I am

He's cruel and he's blunt
But he's everything I want
When I absoulutly need him
He's never really there
When I try to tell him how I feel
He's inconsiderate, I'm insecure
He's rough and tumble
He states only the truth
But the truth can really hurt
He lives with out a care
He is everything I need, but he is less then what I hope

I am different
I am weak and I am little
I am gental and I am fragial
Too easily broken, but broken I am
I look to him with hope and love
He sees me as he stands above
Curse how much my heart is his
Curse how much I have to give
I am honest, but subtly so
You know what I mean, but I am not cruel
I'm opposite of him, my love
I love him for who he is
I fear we grow apart
And it seems he doesn't care, I could just drift away

He is himself
And I won't let that change
I am myself
And I am veary fragial
We are different
So does that mean
If I love him
He won't love me