Am i the only one??

you sit in youre room
at the foot of youre bed
praying for something better
only in youre eyes emotion could be read.

youre parents call you
from down the stairs
you hide youre arms
and pray no one stares

you put on youre mask
wipe away youre tears
smile in the mirror
youve been lying for years

you sit at the table
sleeves all the way down
hiding youre scars
you dont make a sound

eating only a little
you keep a smile on youre face
daddys little angel
mummys amazing grace.

you return to youre room
revealing youre arms
you promised youreself
"no more self harm.."