The hole in my heart

I can no longer think of a reason to get out of bed
I stay up all night thinking of all the shit that made me wrong in the head
Tears stream like a river down my face
There is no treatment for my case
I have this hole in my heart that will never be filled
I cut my wrist slowly and watch my blood being spilled
I take a few drinks then and there
This dream has become a horrid nightmare
There is really no longer anything left of this life
It makes me wonder if it would be easier to end it with this knife
Goodbye to my friends you've always been there
Goodbye to him you never really gave a care
Goodbye to my family I'll always love you
They never thought this would be something I'd do
It even came to me as a surprise
Now I just cry and close my eyes
There is nothing left to say
This life of mine ends today