distance....

as i sit back and watch your memories go by ....  
i always knew they had played in my head
like a non stop audio  
but as the time flies by
you used to run threw my mind
now your slowing down... jogging  
now it get slower footsteps lightly  
it fades away
now all i hear is silence  
i used to want to think bout you
but what memory do we have now  
you use to be so near but yet far away  
as they had always told me  
realize ....real eyes...real lies
then i think bout it
all those things i wanted to think bout  
i wanted it to be you  
i just wished you could see that  
its a wall that builds up so  
it can keep me from telling you how i felt  
you always wanted me to be open with you  
and as my point of view i did
and thats when i had messed up  
i left every thing out and gave you my all  
now you left and now i have nothing  
to show for it  
that wall i wusz always complaining bout  
it wasn't an optical i had to get threw  
it was a barrier to keep me from you  
i knew loving you was dangerous
bout i always wound up coming back for more  
but yet you tend to disappear  
for a good 3 years
nd my life went to normal
didnt feel any pain at all  
until one day i was preforming on stage  
and out of the dark with thousands of people  
i ended up seeing that one familiar
but yet different face  
i gasped in my mind and every thing went crazy  
but on the surface my body went to auto-piolet  
you approached me nd to think i wud go crazy .
buh i just feel the say way
as wen i didnt feel any thing at all