Not the beginning but the end

 
Not the beginning but the end, farewell[/b][/b]
 
I am not angry anymore  
And I don’t need to be.  
I don’t want to be rude or arrogant to you so please don’t start with me.
Let the little love I have for you work to your advantage.  
I never imagine myself hating you so please stop pestering  
Please respect my wishes, not that you ever did.  
You wanted my love, i gave it to you...
You wanted me out of your life, I left
I gave you what you needed abundantly and now you can’t handle it?
Don’t make it my problem, own it!
 
I was taught that if I can’t stand for what I want and believe  
Then I will fall for anything.
Now I stand firmly by my words “I don’t want you”  
You brought me nothing but pain”.  
One thing you gave me, I beg your pardon...
One thing that God gave me through you
That I will cherish for the rest of my life is the benefit of our Love...
Time spent and...The lessons learnt,
now I can call myself a forgiver...
 
I don’t regret every second I spent with you,  
It is one memory I will never forget  
But the pain that came along with it was unbearable.  
I have forgiven you a long time ago hope you forgave me
For I know I am not a saint...
I hope you have nothing against me,
No grudge or anything else
Because to have grudges or anger only hurt you
 
You opened a wound that no one will heal But God.
But now I am healed... talk about “Amazing Grace”
It felt so lonely it is even painful to think about it.
But God’s mercy carried me through
I don’t want to feel that pain anymore.  
If you know what love is and you truly love yourself
You will know what’s good for you
Forget about me, us and everything that was in between
It is gone...
Learning to let go was not easy...
But hey, I won... talk about being “More than a conqueror”  
 
I am sorry if this will inflict pain in you
But you’ve got to understand...
You made your bed, now lie on it
You could have done something when the time was right  
But you did nothing, now, this is goodbye.
Till we meet again...Farewell.