Good bye...

Goodbye...  
   
I'm hurt.  
I don't know what's happening with us.    
I don't know if we're still together or not.  
Is this how you break up?    
Just lose all communications whatsoever?    
If it is, then I must say that this is too immature.    
I just wish you'd stand up, be a man and tell it exactly to my face.    
Yes, I'd still be hurt, but then I would have closure.    
Both of us will.    
I know this is how you used to operate, you told me yourself.    
Since I know that you would never give me the satisfaction of a closure from our relationship,  
Guess what?...this is my way of achieving such.    
   
You've really dragged me down,    
To depths of depression I never knew existed.    
I've never felt this weak, this helpless in my life.  
But I know that I could rise again.    
I know that this is just another crossroad for me.    
You made me believe everything you’ve said,    
And made me do everything you've wanted.    
I told you everything I need from you that will make me happy    
But you never delivered.    
You know a lot about me but you fail to give minor things that will make me happy. Everything I ever wanted from you is priceless but you are always broke.    
I never demand anything material but still you are always broke    
Even a mere call that cost 90c to you is too much.    
A visit that cost less than R50.00 to you is still too much.    
   
Today, I'm setting myself free.    
Free from you - free from your self-centeredness - free from your cruelty.    
Today, I will try to find myself again.    
And today, I have learnt a very valuable lesson
I learned to love myself, completely and unconditional  
And to love unconditionally without expectations
That includes you...;-) 
I hope you've learnt something too.
I hope that you wouldn't treat other women the way you've treated me.  
   
So this is goodbye, thanks for the memories we both shared, and for lessons I have learned thru you.  
Bye…