A DAD

 


I'm have been a provider for years;
All it has cost me grief and tears. 
I have sacrificed my time with my family;
To make sure they can have everything better than me.

I see my kids everyday;
I try to do everything they want to play. 
I do my best that I can be;
But... she uses them ammo towards me. 

I can not help but call her a bitch;
Satans spawn, Satan with tits. 
I gave when I don't even nothing to give;
Its really sad when I don't have a place to live. 

I have stayed in hotels to get some sleep;
I hate to do this because it takes some money I have to keep. 
Even to the extent to sleep in my car;
It was a convenience for work I didn't have to go far. 

I'm not after sympathy; I have no self pity;
I got the short end of the deal that's awful shitty. 
1900.00 dollars a month I pay;
They still don't have enough from their mom to play. 

She said that's not their money!
Yes! It is so kiss my ass honey!
My kids I thrive for them to have the best;
Not caught up in this bullshit mess. 

My youngest Falisatie Noel;
To just be happy is her goal. 
My next is Evin Bryce;
He just wants the world to play nice. 
Then their is David Chris;
His in the middle, and always pissed. 
Bethany is my step; I love her just the same;
Just like her mother and drives me insane. ( I Still Love Her! )

Yes! I do work all of the time;
To insure that they live just fine. 
I try to be there for them as much as I can;
Being around their mom...not my biggest fan!

I have made my boys be boys and made them strong;
She said this is where I went wrong. 
I have made my girls realize that they are an equal in this land. 
They can stand just as tall as any man. 

So...I guess that's what makes me sad;
For the bitch always tells them that I am a bad DAD!
They have every thing that they need;
I pay and play more than her indeed. 

Yes, I do not go on trips as they will;
Somebody has to pay for that bill. 
I am alive, but I am not living;
For when it comes to my kids...it's all about giving. 

Money doesn't mean shit when you have the love of your kids!!!
David Rafael Angel Gomez II