what ppl think wen they c me

im that girl that has a past no one knows
im that girl that takes the road no one goes
im that girl that smokes
im that girl that drinks.
im that girl that pops pills
im that gilr that cuts
im that girl who thinks of suicide
im that girl who dies inside
every nite wen i think of everything
im that girl who neva knew life wud be so hard
im that girl who has lost eveything
im that girl..
im that girl i try not to be
im that girl who u c
im that girl yhu will always c
with the fake smile on the outside
but cryin on the inside
im that girl ive neva wantd to be
im that girl inside and out of me
im that girl i dnt want to be
im that girl..
but i can neva be
the lil girl i use to be