Not easy to accept

She has fear that she hopes she will overcome someday
And she always has a voice within that says it has to be done now.
You see, for her “Now” is so far away so much that she always holds onto tomorrow
And tomorrow never comes, disappointment attacks.
She knows the facts and reality but hold on to fiction and fantasy because it is easy.
Easy like he will come into her life, say one thing and mean another.
Reap what he never saw and leave her like a bad habit.
She never deals with her regrets because she fears reality.
For her, now, is forever and forever is in some time tomorrow and tomorrow never comes.
Regret is a solution for now cause forever holds nothing because she has lost hope.
Hope and faith are no longer in her vicinity because her life got shattered by her believes.
She always looks on the bright side for other people until she can’t see no more for the light is too much.
Advantage is the quickest response she gets from her acquaintance.
Fear creates procrastination of all good things she hopes for in life and she wears this lace of laughter for people not to see her inner frustrations.
She has a happy face and attitude but she cries more than she laughs. “Am I lying to myself?” She asks her self…
All she has to do is face fear fiercely and accept reality as it present itself, though it is not easy it is worth it.
Pain and joy are always there, she just never know which one will present itself first, acceptance is the answer.