Look at me

Hey guys
Look at me
I'm covered in red

I hate it
My whole life
Been pushed to the ground

Always forgave
Giving support
Everything like an open door

You know what you did?
Ripped me out
Broke what I had inside and out

So just so you know
I wont take this now
Too bad I wasn't good enough

Just used
Abused
But always loved

You appriciate
What I give up
All my heart and soul

So here
Take what you want
Just have it all

I'm sorry my friends
It was just too much
Forever alone, inside my heart

Whats this you see?
That's my blood
I walked around town because

This feels nice
You feel disturbed?
I don't care, ignor this too

My wrist is cut
I made it small
Because of this the trial is long

You never read
My poems or song
Thanks alot friends, FUCK YOU ALL

I knew it was fake
But I still tried
To make you see the good inside

But well, ok
I guess I was right
The world in you is always dark

Here's what I see
People don't care to try
To love and forgive like it's a crime

Too scared to stand out
For everything right
So instead you grown to fill with doubt

Doubt in yourself
The standards and truth
The kindness must begin with you

Fine,take it out on others
You did it to me
Here all your hard work for the town to see

I hope it hits News
So the world understands
This nobody died out like a small marching band

I destroyed my own light
Pretty dark isn't it?
From my death do us part

I selfishly
Showed you my heart
Pretty messed up, bruised and dead

Wonder how I could live
With this broken machine
The only thing that worked was my faith for you

Your heart's even worse
I saw it you see
It's lost in the dark like your memories

I hate everyone
For the love and the pain
Shame I gave up my life, I bet for nothing

You wont change tommorow
Too scared of sacrifice
All that does is darken your eyes

So I walked a few miles
I don't know how
I'm falling asleep on the ground now

Yes, not all was bad
I really loved ya'll
Unfortunately, I was left in the dark

Goodbye everyone
Here I'll die tonight
Hope you appriciate other people's life