Just one thought

Just one thought was all it was,
I'm only 5 and my hearts been cut,
My mom is drunk and my dad is gone
The glass is sharp and it bites my skin,
Thrown from my mom, it came from behind,
I ran to my room or else risk my life,
She screamed through the night,
And the sun took its time,
Soon the day rolled to noon,
With a question in mind,
Why live in this life, I just want to die,
Like the shadows of night,
It crawlled in my mind,
With words, "it's ok... Giving up is just fine..."
With my pride and a note I played in my mind,
That my life was still worth it, just give it some time,
Convers with vests, hats and ties,
I'm living MY life and I'm doing just fine,
Working through high school,
Always crying inside,
I've proved them all wrong by doing what's right,
But I hide my past, my pain, and that's why,
I wrote this poem
To prove i'm alive