"Skinny Little Bitch"

Entertained for such a time,
waiting for something to reply,
a grin appearing before the next line.
Heart
dropping
stomach
aching
Anger filling up like cream in a pastry,
baking at 550 degrees and charring badly on the
edges of red blood to be spilled like wine
a subtle victory against a stupid woman
because it's my fault
not like that even fucking surprises me
she needs a big work on her heart
if it were there anymore
eyes
watering
childish
ashamed
no I'm not crying because I can't talk to her
crying because her mother hates my fucking guts
but I'd love to see hers strung like decorations
plenty of time to plan and sharpen every knife
stupid fucking bitch
whore
slut
heartless
I hate you
I hate you
you're on my list
the black one
with a knife on the side
or a gun
a poison
fork
strangling device
passing the hate around my head like a bowl
she has no idea how happy her daughter makes me
how much she has given in order to get me where
I am
now
sitting and wanting to-----
Hush hush baby
don't worry
she's just a cunt!
(Give her back her life)
let me make her as happy as she
makes me
so happy it hurts the ice of a heart

so listen here you skinny little bitch,
I don't care if you hate me
because I love your daughter.
(best friends)
I wont ever leave her again
won't let her go away again

don't ruin this progress...
OR ELSE.

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