Caged Gaze

The howls of pain do not,
Protrude from me so easily
My exclusionary denial, Deep in thought
Rejection of myself, tears away inside of me
For you to say who I am, not easily bought
We reject so simply, so soulfully
And I can only see, feel so much
from within this ethereal haze

Indestructible, Self-Destructing, fallible
Living is only what I can touch and where I set my Gaze
Feeling alone, Love is everything
From within this Cage
And my Gaze will be Caged
On these thoughts of disdain
And on these selfish thoughts of praise

Death won't stay, but always invited
Seek within me
Not Beyond Thee
Death will play whether or not incited
Reap and Sew
Mind Be known
I call to it when my heart is frightened
Blight and hardened blows
I'll treat it like the day we met
Through Sadness and unkind
To an unimagined deliverance beset
A catastrophic peace of mind

I am the Luminary's fool
I will always exist withing this cesspool
MIND Beside
GAZE Inside
You will always be my little tool
That my soul will forever grieve and gruel.