relapse.

here i am, all over again.
writing, trying to release this pain.

i snorted some coke last night,
and walked home completly scared out of my mind.
first time in a while.

the devil was with me the very second i snorted it.
im not kidding you he was there. i saw him i talked to him,
it was the scariest thing thats ever happened to me.

god was there too, but the power of the devil was much
stronger than gods. but i know gods protecting me. cause if he
wasnt i would be dead.

im never ever ever touching another drug again.
if i do, i can almost garuntee you ill die. thats exactly what the demons, and god told me.

call me crazy. but you'll never understand what happened, until you expirence it..

if anyone else would like to know more, just contact me somehow..