Happy Fucking Valentine's Day

When I touch your lips my heart stops beating
In your eyes I get lost and my world disapears
Your voice drowns out the noise of my conscience
Falling deeper and deeper into you trap

Nothing is more painful than your attention
Without you next to me I can't catch my breath
My addiction to you is killing me little by little
Desperate for a fix, your sex allows me to drag on

Like a bad habit I can't break myself away from you
Any day now I'll fall apart and collapse to the floor
Gasping, crying, begging to let myself move on
There's no hope for me, just a dream of freedom

Old memories are polished like they're new
Constantly playing in the forefront of my head
Never do I want to watch but I can't look away
Instead grip tighter to what it is I want shatter