Sad Routine

Last night I had a bad dream
Today I had a bad dream
Tomorrow I will have the same dream

The alarm clock will ring
The alarm clock will ring again
I stumble out of my bed
Sit beneath the shower head
Grab the razor and cut again
Get dressed smoke a cigarette
Think of her and smoke again

Sit in class and leave early
Go home start drinking early
Blog about how I miss her
Write about how it was with her
Drug abuse to forget her
Cut because I can’t forget her

Go to a party with friends
Somehow make it to my bed
Have meaningless sex
With some girl I just met
And smoke another cigarette
Laying beside her I can not rest
I’m to busy thinking about my ex
When she wakes I will have left

Because my alarm rang
To start the same dream for today