How I Still Feel

Fight After Fight..

Long Night After Long Night..

Lungs Continuously Became Tight..

Always Told You I Was Alright..

That Was Never True..

I Just Always Lied To You..

I Just Didn't Wanna Put You Through It..

I Would Just Sit..

While You Thought Everything Was Alright..

I Just Didn't Wanna Fight..

I Just Wanted Everything to Be Fine...

I Didn't Want To Lose You As Mine..

But That Happened Regardless..

When You Left I Felt Heartless..

Felt Like My Batteries Died..

Felt Like A Malfunction Inside..

Never Did I Ever Get Repaired..

I Always Loved You I Always Cared..

To Be Completely Honest I Still Do..

Yea I Know Everything I Been Through..

I Should've Been Gone..

Should've Been Moved On..

I Just Don't See Myself Advancing..

The Past Is Where I'm Glancing..

On What We Once Had..

Whether It Was Happy Or Sad..

Whether It Made Us Happy Or Mad..

Whether It Made Us Laugh Or Cry..

At The End Of The Day It Was Still You And I..

But Now Its Just Me..

The Way I Didn't Plan On It To Be...

Thought It Would Still Be We..

Still Be Us..

But That Left In A Rush..

Left Me In The Dust..

Left Me Out To Rust..

Like A Bike Left In The Rain..

Left Me To Feel Every Ounce Of Pain..

With Everything To Lose But Nothing To Gain..

I Didn't Plan On It To Be This Way..

Thought I Would Still Have You At The End Of Each Day...

But It Didn't Turn Out That Way..

Every Time I Think Of It I Shed A Tear..

I Never Knew The End Was Near..

Now That's Me Being Sincere...