Shadow of Colossus -Track 09

 I hold temptation's flower everyday,
Counting off the sweet petals, of the days I live clean,
Always thinking when will be the day I once again fall.
I try finding solitude to angelic music to calm the remorse,
From a once ill-lived life, From a youth lived, unloved.
I spend many lonely nights dreaming things that will never be,
Constantly shackled by the people who tell you to move on but then bring back the past, almost instantly.
Depression, my nemesis, I ask of you, undo me.