One Of Those Days

I hate these days when life seems so bleak ups an downs got stuck on one those days where nothing seems to remain happy faces have faded away replaced by blank stares man what can I do stay in the dark unaware nah gotta keep at it with no thoughts of demise for one day I will rise above all the crap that gets thrown into my life gonna cut through it with a knife it will bleed a hue of bloody red an nothin more will need to be said because ill be done completely done just not giving a fuck so tuck away ur fake smiles an feelins I'm done bleeding for sorrows that once made ponder can I fix it not anymore I have gave up I really mean it now when I say just cant be found so let the man drown in that absolute silence with the light gleaming so far away walking in the abyss where no one is at bliss at the same time I see it as a place where serenity and clearness is achieved by writing on sheets one after the other tossin some in the bin life on the spin cycle when will stop then I think it will the day that I drop