untitled.note people i wrote this poem on my phone so don't be to harsh on the spelling and grammer

All the walls are closing in
Surronded by the past
Walking in sin
Blinded for my lust for evil and cruelty
I'm not really mean
I just enjoy the taught of killing
Vile,wicked countless acts I've commited
And got away with
Should I be stoped
For acting out my taughts that make me happy
I try looking for the answer
To why I am the way I am
Maybe a dark path
Was a road I'd always had to take
Destiny or faith
Which ever you fancy
For my will is lost
Week thrown into the dust
The sins I've commited
Shape who I've become
I smile upon the christen idea of hell
For when I die  maybe I should suffer
Drink my tears andf swallow bowls of sulpher
To ease my concinse by confessing my sin to the evil father
Live each day in burning fire
For the hurt I've caused my fellow brothers and sisters
Only in hell shalt I mutter my failures
My sins....
I enter darkness
Which called me for so many years
To darkness who I loved to answer
I am a sinner
Dweller of pain
A lover of evil
I greet the fallen with kisses and hugs
Its good to know
That I'm not alone
In this resting place
Of brimstone and fire
Welcome me beautiful darkness
Who called to me on earth
To spread thy will
Of brutality and hurt
Open your arms oh darkness
Cradle me in the abyss
Of countless pain and suffering
I see now I was foolish
I see now I was a fool
Rejoicing in the act of the moment
Like a begger
Who found a jewl
Only thinking ,living for my sin
Its only a pity
Its only a pity
That the pleasure in disobediance
Must always have an end
An emotional mental scare created within
See I got a revelation
Conviction of self
Life is not short
infact it is long
For those who suffer
In constant agony and pain
Short quick death will never come
Its like a joke
On sinners that will never be done
Till you end up confessing your crimes
And to beautiful hell you run........