TWISTED MIND AND BROKEN HEART!

I got a Twisted Mind and a Broken Heart.
Trying to Cope in any way I know how.
Suicide is knocking at my door but I have not answered yet.
I keep calling out asking and Pleading for someone to Help me.
No one here that I am around, seems to  give a SHIT!!
It is mind over matter but when you do not matter the Mind loses control of what is sane.
This game of Life I think I am slowly losing.
I am defeated!
I have drowned!
I gave all I could give just to be thrown away.
I already feel dead.
The one I love keeps sticking the knife in deeper and deeper.
Seek God they tell me give it all over to him.
I have begged and pleaded and prayed and prayed..
I am not on his list.
I am just a empty void taking up Precious space and time with my
TWISTED MIND AND BROKEN HEART!