Betrayed

I've been crying for days
Dreaming for much longer
Overwhelmed in disbelief
The rivers of black stream from my swollen eyes
Body trembling in absolute anger
Cursing your God-forsaken name to the dusty sky
Life as I became accustomed to died with you
Shattered at the very moment your sinful kissed me goodbye
Your bittersweet poisonous love took me over
And at the time, I drank you down deep
Now my mind tries to forget
And my body wants to spit you out  
I can't even look at your pictures
My heart can't take the heated pain
My skin burns against all your lies
Never again will I let you fool me