HERE AGAIN!

HERE AGAIN!!

Here I am yet again my friends.
Let me write out my feelings and tell a Story.
Only way I know how to Cope.
My whole Life is falling apart and My Families too.
Everything that is happening is Overwhelming me to the point it takes my breath away.
Constant hurt in my Heart and pain in my chest.
I am escaping this sad and Lonely Life I live.
You want me Out you got your wish.
I do Love you dearly that, I will not deny.
Your Wrath and Anger has made me cry too many times.
My Spirit has died and I do not even know who I am.
I hope you find Peace and Freedom and rid your Life of Deceit,cheating,Abuse, and Lies that consume you.
I know I am walking away from you after trying Everything in my Power.
I loved you more than you deserved.
I stood by you like a faithful fool.
Yet I have mixed emotions on all this.
I will miss what was.
I will miss the man you was.
I will miss your laughter,your touch, your skin and your smell, the beat of your heart as I sleep on your chest.
I am leaving behind my Whole Family and they will also go through this pain.
I wish to God above I could prevent that but I have no choice anymore.
I hope one day I will feel Whole again from all the broken pieces you put me in.
I gave you all the Love I could give you.You just pushed me away.
You gave me nothing but Heartache.
Any kind of Love from you disappeared so long ago.
I how ever really do Pray you find what you are looking for.
I hope you find Love again and Peace.