the blade

The blade runs across me thigh

To me that's my personal high

Blood comes gushing out

The only thing I can't live without

Tears come flying down my cheek

As I sit there looking oh so weak

No one cares how I feel

They all just want me killed

Maybe I will kill myself tonight

I can't take it I'm done with this fight

Life is me is no more worth living

I just hope after this all is forgiven

Things will never change for me

My heart is frozen solid you see

Drowning in a sea of my own sorrow

I'm here today but gone tomorrow

Dead and away from everyone

So that way I don't hurt anyone, none

And as I'm pushed out into the ocean

To be lost In it's total motion

Nobody should feel sadness

Because  my life was filled with madness

My body full of scars

And my heart, held back by bars

Life Is completely stupid