goodbye umm maybe

hopfully this rope wont break
or this knife wont be to dull
i would like to be able to feel my neck break when i jump
and feel the blood gushing from my wounds
be able to laugh in your face when you said i wouldnt do it
i proved you assholes wrong
yea i made a noose and put it around my neck
but guess what it broke
second time around
my wrist seemed like a fitting canvas
for my blazing red artwork
but guess what my knife was to dull
but im laughing know cause you said i wouldnt try it
but i tried and i failed
I FUCKING FAILED