I Am Not Lowering My Gaze Anymore...

Not lowering my gaze anymore,
Sick and tired of lowering my gaze
Sick and tired of not seeing around me,
Sick and tired of no one looking at ME...
I know it was my choice, 
no one ever forced me to live in seclusion but myself,
And of course he never rejected my beliefs, it was "safer" that way...
Secure, always at home, waiting for him to do what he pleased....
Too bad he never pleases to do much... 
 
I am not lowering my gaze anymore...
I am a woman and I am alive,
I have needs and desires...
I want to be fucked just like everyone else!
Not to be traded in for the TV remote!
One, two, three.... and "I am done" 
That is his game...,
WHAT ABOUT ME?
 
I am not lowering my gaze anymore...
There is a sweet  and juicy spot between my legs that needs time and attention,
I have skin that loves to be touch,
I have lips in need of passionate kisses,
I have long, dark, sleek hair that would like to be played with...
 
I am not lowering my gaze any more...
For now I'll seek a way to satisfy
My needs by flying away
But coming back....
But one day I might fly away
And never return....
 
I am not lowering my gaze anymore....
Today, like the Phoenix that I am... 
I look up at the sky and I can fly...