hate

I hate that I'm so dependent.
I hate that I'm not self suffencent.
I hate that I need those pills.
I hate that i can't pay my own bills.
I hate that I have to depend on somebody else.

I hate that I can't control myself.
I hate that I call out.
I hate that I get in fights.

I hate the frights in the night.
I hate the light in the sky.
I hate the guys, who make me cry.

I hate my past.
I hate the memorys that last.
I hate the things that I have done.
I hate that I'm shunned.

I hate the bullys.
I hate the things they say.
I hate being called a bitch, a whore.
I hate that nobody knocks on my door.
I hate that my world is empty.
I hate that my life is always blue