,,,adiOs MotHeRfuCkEr,,,

Within this hand a knife is held, to soon relieve the pain. I touch the blade to feel how sharp       Turned darkness then to rain     ....my tension to the knife gets strong, my other hand to fists. I put the blade up to the skin, and slowly cut my wrists.....
      ....my mind is in denial, but the movement just persists, im  
feeling all the blade has got, i start to weep as i reminisce...on why iam here doing this....
                           ....and its all because of you....