Leaving

Why don't you love me like you used to?
How come in April I became see-through?
Why did my relationship affect ours?
And I had no mother to rely on but the stars?

A bunch of dying wishes
Only some of them coming true
You say I'm useless and hopeless
Painful words- those two

I try ya know
I've been trying for eight years of my life
Just to impress you
To make you happy

But you left again
Because I still wasn't good enough
Were you better than me?
Are you still better than me?

When you came back
I was angry
I didn't think you deserved it
You shouldn't have left in the first place

Well you're back now
And my relay still digs its claws into your back
I really don't care
We'll make it on our own

Mom, I'm leaving soon
Do you care?
"Nope, I'm glad to get rid of you"
Cool beans... Now I'm off to stay elsewhere

But before I go, I have a question
I wasn't THAT bad
Was I...?
I'm sorry.
Wait.. Am I?
NOPE
Goodbye