That Was Then.. This Is Now

A Dwindling Figure,
Squeezed Tight By Insecurities,
Myself Not Yet Found,
All Alone,
No One Around,
Hypnotic State,
Years Passed By,
Perished,
Forgotten,
In The Blink Of An Eye...

But That Was Then,
This Is Now,
I’ve Managed To Escape,
Climb Out Some How..
I’ve Started To Blossom,
To Grow,
For So Long Now,
Depressed,
Down,
Feeling Low...

Now My Brains Awake,
About Time For Fucks Sake,
I’m Starting To Think,
My Mind All A Buzz,
Electricity Pulsing,
Pulsating,
A Tingling Sensation..
Ideas,
Belief,
The Thoughts In My Brain,
Now At Long Last,
I Start To Feel Sane..

I’m Feeling Much Better,
Confidence Starting To Grow,
Depression And Sadness,
Starting To Go..
I’m Happy,
Or Not,
A Feeling I’m Not Used To,
A Closeness I’d Forgot..
I Hope It Has Returned,
A Sense Now Here To Stay,
I Hope It’s Here For Good,
And Never Goes Away.