Forever

Hahaha Timia...
This would be one of the poems
I didn't want you to read.
But I believe
I should post this since...
You should know at least something I write without you seeing...
Here you go...

Last time I ignored her
She said she wouldn't wait forever
Possibly until September
This I do remember

Today she said the same
She wouldn't continue the chase
She didn't find the need or place
To chase forever

But what about me?
I would wait for her undoubtedly 
I'm not sure why 
It just seems I have time 

Maybe you wouldn't wait for me
But I'll wait for you
Maybe I'm the only one who would wait patiently 
And I'd do it forever too... 

Say I wouldn't
I will
Say I couldn't
I stand still

I'll wait as long as I need to 
Because I KNOW I need you 
Maybe you don't need me too
I don't care though boo 

Thing is, I HAVE waited for you
Half of this relationship I have, shoot.
You can't even wait a month for me?
I waited 3 months unfortunately...

I've been patient by your side
Until you stopped cutting and pissing me off
I ignore you ONE day right?
And you feel the need to leave me off...

To think I put up with you sometimes
They're some merits 
Others lies... 
But I can hold off until marriage

Fortunately for you, you'll never read this
Unfortunately for me, you'll never read this
You'll never get this painful message
That I need you read, desperate... 

But it is evil that I should feel the need to be repaid
But it is also evil that you thought to cut again after all the time
I spent to seal the deal on the timeless line 
If you wanna cut, fine. 

Just know....
If you do... It'll be like me to you... 
I won't easily let you go...
I won't be waiting forever though.