two faced

I hide behind my second face
So no pain can be seen or traced.
Wearing nothing but a smile
And brewing a secret within all the while.

A handful of secrets full of greif and pain.
Enough to drive a therapist insane.
These green eyes now darkened to brown
They changed with my mood, and my frown.

No one truly knows.
Because its the thing I'll never show.
I'm a killer deep down.
I want to kill people.. Enough to fill up a town.

It feeds my soul to take a life.
And homewreck a husband and wife.
That satisifaction of having him cheat
And her crying and no longer being doting and sweet.

I don't care how I kill
Emotions or physically, I just do it for the thrill.
For pure enjoyment and entertainment.
To the point where I don't care if they have resentment.

I'm a two faced kind of girl.
I'll seduce you with my sweet face and give your emotions a twirl.
Then slice out your heart and corrupt your soul.
Turn you from a decent person to something foul.

Just like me
You see
For someone did that to me
And put me in a ditch to die and left me to be.

What goes around comes back ten times worse.
Maybe this time, I'll end up ina herse.
With a big smile on my face.
With no emotions to trace.