Welcome To My World

welcome to my world,
     where things are dark and cold.
every day is the same,
     the perception just gets old.

nobody knows,
     how it really feels this way.
they only go by,
     what they hear or say.

once you live the life,
     then your thoughts will change.
there is nothing there to feel,
     its only filled with rage.

ones say it will get better,
     but I don't think it will.
I've tried to change my ways,
     but now I just can't feel.