i am Dysfunctional

Go on, slaughter me,

I am dysfunctional.

One thought goes left,

I go right.

I say one thing and mean other in light.

I am a hypocrite, yes.

I am a liar, sure.

I am selfish my mother tells me, others have said the same so, so why not?!

I am fucking blind.

I do not care.

I do not pay attention.

I do not sympathize.

I do not try to e-rationalize.

I do not understand

I make no sense.

I did not try.

I am perfectly sane on the inside.

You shoved a knife into my brain and stabbed me (a much need medical cut I’m sure).

I have not the same life as yours, but still I endured.

I keep my past locked away tight.

For reason’s you’ll never hear…they come out slowly throughout the years.

It’s for the better.

I slip up sometimes, shit goes down.

I’ll eventually get “Better”.

I am worth nothing.

I am nothing.

But for the hell of it still I look others in the eye.                                                                         (Even dirt cries)

Whether or not they do the same, maybe they think differently, about me

Have a different integrity.

Everyone having their own imagery.

Is up to them and their mind

Of what they think and believe of me