Answer me

Are you my blessing,
or my curse?
My prince,
or my grim reaper?
Will you wipe my tears away,
or be the one to make me cry?
Will you catch me when I fall,
or be the one to push me?
Are the tear stains on my pillow,
from happiness or pain?
People tell me what to think,
but, should I believe them?
Are they right,
or are they wrong?
If you used me,
or if not,
means no difference in my mind.
All I want,
all I need,
is an answer...