everone knows, but noone knows

Noone knows, how i feel what i do, and who is here.
Everyone knows, my name,my eye color,and who isnt there.
But do you know how many fake smiles i put on a day, how many times a tear fell to have your way, how many times i raised the blade. I think its quite funny in a way. True freinds? i have about 2. Backstabbers? more than a few. Been in love? from time to time. What is he to me? a dime plus 99. But now im confused because im in love with him, but i like another....but i laid all my cards on the table... so lets see how this plays out