Very, Very Fast

I’m sorry I’m moody and completely unstable
I’m sorry you want to cheer me up, I’m sorry your unable
I’m sorry  I’m the happiest, saddest person you’ve ever met
I’m sorry that we haven’t found time to love each other yet

I’m sorry that you’re interested, and that I’m interesting
I’m sorry of how much I’m hiding, but you’re not missing a thing
I’m sorry that each moment together feels like its stolen
But truth be told I've always thought that makes it all the more golden

I’m sorry for all my quick looks, and hidden glances
I’m sorry for missed conversations and missed chances
I’m sorry that you can never guess a thought in my head
I’m sorry of how much I think of you when I’m in my bed

I’m sorry I’m filling your head with unfaithful thoughts
If you’re looking for things wrong with me, I promise that there’s lots
I could extinguish this entire thing I’m sure with a phrase
I’m sorry it wouldn’t it wouldn’t take much to extinguish this blaze

I’m sorry my every word is gasoline, and that you’re dry wood
I’m sorry I say things that I shouldn’t, and I hold in what I should
I’m sorry that I’m destroying you with my personality
I’m sorry that I’m filling yours dreams and fantasies

I’m mostly sorry that soon you might give in
And I’m sorry that we’ll never have a chance to begin
I’m sorry that my love is only there when you’re out of reach
I’m sorry of the painful lesson that I’m about to teach

Girls like me, so interesting, aren’t truly real
Though we hold a falsely beautiful kind of appeal
We’re a kind that simply wasn’t made to last
I’m sorry I left you so very, very fast



This is about a boy I love, whose growing to love me... which is in reality a pointless endeavor.