His Hostility Towards Me

He came in the middle of the night

aggressively knocking at my door

I awakened to his yells

As I opened the door

he forcefully barged his way in

out of breath

filled with anger

as if he was looking for someone in my bedroom

I just followed him quietly

half dazed

confused

I asked why are you here

I thought you were satisfied with your lover

Her innocence

Her loyalty

moved you

She is trust worthy

unlike me you said

Swiftly he turned trapping me tightly against the dresser

My night gown torn barely covering my body

It's because of you I can't sleep he said

You fucking bitch you're playing this game.

With one hand around my throat and the other pulling my hair he continued clinching his teeth

When I close my eyes at night

I see you

I feel you

Your body covering mine while I bury myself deep with in  as you ride me

your back arched

your soft breast in the palm of my hands

I hear your voice begging me to go deeper

not to stop

your mouth sucking me until I explode

I realize that I need you

Then the thought of you loving another man

Giving him what you give me

Him putting his hands on you

His lips all over your body

You calling his name

The sex faces that you make

You biting your bottom lip as he strokes harder

Makes me enraged with hostility

Furious

I can't stand it

Just the idea of someone else fucking you kills me.

Don't you understand what you're doing to me

As he said his last words his hand remaining around my throat barely allowing me to breathe

Now the other hand forcing between the cheeks of my ass

I opened my legs and stared into his eyes

and  replied

Fuck me!