Foreplay

naked she lies
wanting to kill
clumsy disguise
violent still

father lay your hand upon me
shield me from all sin
confine me in my asylum
trap doors leading to temptation

latex and lace
picture my disgrace
gnarling and moaning
body without a face

treading waters of confusion
depressing delight
her twisted embrace
so cold not unlike a snake

father lay your hand upon me
like a messenger of grace
swoop me up in your black wings
drown me in shame

for what?
a taste of the darkest desire
for what?
a treat for the devil inside

its my fetish
weird and wild
my satisfaction denied
by your word

should i bother calling you a friend?
were you really ever even there?