Sinful Love

I hear
you, in the darkest depths of the night, I see you
In
dreams, In Fantasy, In every moment of nightime sleep
You haunt
my dreams like a fantasy in waiting
As your
body comes nearer and nearer unto me
It makes
me question the very fabric of my being
I
question every esoteric thought and hermetic feeling within me
I see
your lustful, sinful being come closer and closer to me
And Now I
see That I Love Him, Every Part of His Heart and Mind belongs to Mine
And Mine
to His
And now i
See
That
Slave becomes God
and
Virgin becomes Whore
The Sun
sets and The Moon rises over the shadowy, luminous mountains
Still
glistening from the blood of the oppressed
And As I
consumate myself in his timeless ecstacy and we share that moment under the
rising moon
God once
more becomes Slave
And Whore
becomes Virgin
And Time
Regains itself in his Arms
His and
Mine, Waiting for each other
Me, a man
so yearning for wisdom and esoteric spirit
wrapped
within the love of another man
to
question all I believe within him
and his
look of sin,
sin, to
sinful for me
But every
angel of Heaven rushes to my mind
And tells
me, NO NO stop!
Sinful
cannot become you
In his
love, the mysteries of Nature are You
Love Him
not as A woman, that Is an Abomination
Love Him
as a Man loves Another, For Anyone who Loves, shall enter the kingdom;
and the
kingdom is surely within you