What the Soul Does...

You go within.
Your Heart is a Labrynth
This is that part
you cannot embrace
the are doors within
locked barred entry, only avenues of a torn spirit
I turn to East
A door unhinges.....wisdom, intellegence.
I leap for the wisdom
                     but I see myself criying aloud in the place of desolation
I turn to the south
a door opens, one of love and passion
                      there i see judgement..condemnation without equal
I turn to West
a door of emotional boudaries, secrets hidden behind happy words
                      i see my name unchanged from what it was
I turn to North
               i see my power my life. Lord of Light and Darkness.

He who honors love, it says, stands at the center of all
but he who leaves love and conquers death and difference shall see truth and live forever.

              IN PAIN?!

I leapt into the vast uncertainty, unsure, denied.

A sea of tears that I have wept
And a sky of fears that have long been buried away.

I Look to the Abyss.
And i see myself.
Drowning in the Darkness.
I Leap to his rescue, not mine.
Until he screams. . . leave me.
I look with horror to my screaming body
mangeled, drowing ,  my secret self.
my eyes are open, alive, yet i am dying.

Dying....a Secret Remedy for the Higher Self