Lies Lies

Daddy said i love 
But i never loved him back
To many night that he made me suck his cock
But he didn't care i was just a rag doll in his eyes
To many nights of trying to tell him no  
But he didn't give a fucking shit  
But i endured to protect my sisters
I didn't want them to have the memories i have 
Memories that torture me everyday
Bring me nightmares  
Make me trust nowone
Cause if i open my mouth i would make a friend
But i don't have the soul
To get hurt again