Transformation

I awake tied to two standing branches
I see a demonic man thing
He is standing at a table full of knives
When he realizes that I'm awake he grins
The he says "it's about time, are you ready to be in your true form again"?
Next thing I know he grabs a blade
He walks behind me
Runs the blade down my spine cutting my skin
All I can do is scream
He pulls away my skin and flesh a little
He grabs a hold of something on my upper back and pulls it out
I look behind me and see two wings
Then he pulls out a tail from my lower back
He stitches up my back
He then holds his hand over my eyes and whispers some thing
It's Latin I think
The pain has stopped and under me is a puddle of blood
He cuts a pentagram into my palm and then my stomach
He then holds his hand against mouth
I feel a sharp pain I'm my teeth
The he digs the blade int either side of my head as if to let something out
He unties me and let's me fall
I just sit there in a pool of blood
He walks away and as he does he says "welcome home"
I look around and everything seems to be burning
Another demon comes
She tells me to follow her
She leads me to a door
Then she motions for me to go in
I'm a bit heasitante
But I go in
As I walk in I see someone
He looks at me and he says
"Welcome home my daughter,
Now it's time for you to learn the ways of hell"
He shows me to a mirror
All I see is a girl with demonic wings,
A demonic tail,
Two horns,
Sharp teeth,
And two demonic eyes
In a strange way she is beautiful
Is that really me?
My hair isn't black, red and white
I never looked like this
I guess it's time to embrace the transformation
The man who called me daughter introduced himself as Satan