The emotions of a man who is not in love

I am in complete deficiency
Depleted from woman's company
Sadistically suffocating away
lacking and needing the breath of the feminine
yearning for her soft delicate hands
her smooth skin
her innocent touch to heal this tainted body
as time fades away
the life in my chest exhales throughout my nostrils
My heart beat...beat...beat slows down and down
and my lifeless blood begins to freeze
I cry! I yell! I shout!
for my desired hunger of a woman's scent
Her addicting smell to jumpstart my senses
To feel her luscious lips upon mine
To hear her beautiful words that changes lives
Her encouraging laughter to rise emotion
I yelp! I bawl! I sqwal!
for my craving thirst of a woman's love!
The very love that can add serenity to my life
To fly and soar through life, holding hands
To cry and be enraged heated in love, together...forever
but the winds and waves of lonliness is eroding my spirit
crumbling my love, my last hope, my scarred soul into dust