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,,,,,onE mOre cUt,,,,,
Its so hard not to reach for the razor blade. Im done with this charade. The tears just wont seem to fade. Im left in pieces. I wish you would've stayed.
Because maybe you could've stopped it. This darkness has overtaken me. Its stronger now than i could ever be. I look to the blade to end my misery. I wait for the blood to set me free.
Nothings as simple anymore as this blade to skin. Im begging for this to be the end. I dont know how or why this nightmare had to begin. All from a stranger, now im left without a friend.
Left in dismay when he took me away. Held my heart on a string and didnt care who it belonged to. It wasnt his, it wasnt even mine. It was yours. And now your disregarding it. Resenting it. Cutting it open before my very eyes. Your loss of love for me couldnt of come at a better time. Im almost there. Just give me another reason why. One more cut, and ill say goodbye.
Because maybe you could've stopped it. This darkness has overtaken me. Its stronger now than i could ever be. I look to the blade to end my misery. I wait for the blood to set me free.
Nothings as simple anymore as this blade to skin. Im begging for this to be the end. I dont know how or why this nightmare had to begin. All from a stranger, now im left without a friend.
Left in dismay when he took me away. Held my heart on a string and didnt care who it belonged to. It wasnt his, it wasnt even mine. It was yours. And now your disregarding it. Resenting it. Cutting it open before my very eyes. Your loss of love for me couldnt of come at a better time. Im almost there. Just give me another reason why. One more cut, and ill say goodbye.
Published 24th May 2011
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24th May 2011 2:37am
24th May 2011 5:33am
I thought I was the only person who felt this way. A beautifully sad poem. I enjoyed it a lot and can relate to it even more so.. Great job! Keep it up!
24th May 2011 6:12pm
It's a thin line, the edge we walk on, sometimes it feels like it would take nothing more than the breath of a whisper to push us over, just "one more cut" I know the feeling. You have the ability to overcome, just as I do...and it will get tested over and over again. It's a gift and a curse...a life of pain and perseverance. You do have a friend though...and one who admires your strength, and your beautiful poetry.
25th May 2011 9:57pm
You are brave enough to put your heart, pain and emotions into words and then to share them. Sometimes it is the only release. Your strength is inspiring....so thank YOU.