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You Killed Me...</3
Constant thoughts of her with him...
him taking what she promised me...
she's such a fuckin liar backstabber...
Walking the streets late every night ever since the night
she destroyed me when i heard the news,
eyes moist bloodshot and always burning.
Suicide always roaming through because of this destruction
she layed upon me,
I WANNA FUCKING DIE!!!
SOMEONE FUCKING KILL ME!!!
I will stand with no defense,
i will not flinch nor blink,
Simply handing u the gun and begging u to pull the trigger.
My eyes clenched shut tightly waiting to be ended...
loosing my focus and all that has done me good.
Id always tell her it was okay and that im getting over it
gradually,
but thats me lying harder than ever..
It hurts me more and more and gives me this RAAGGEE!!
Hurting myself purposely ona daily basis with air duster alcohol cigarettes and the most painful,
that thought of her fucking him and sucking his dick and all the other shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:'(
Before this is all over..
I will have ended myself completely from all of this.
I should've never walked into that classroom that day,
only keeping to myself and not being a fuckin idiot and falling in love witha girl that was already in love witha fagget..
and he fucked her and took away from me what she promised me,
i will never love you the same because of how bad you hurt me.
Toying with my heart!!!!
never giving me a chance and going around with every other guy but me..
Everyone noticed how you always played me and
how you fucked up big time by not giving me a chance a long fuckin time ago!!
Your fuckin loss and your guna have to live forever with this on ur slate,
you've given me no purpose,
causing me to commit this suicide i will partake in 7 minutes
from now.
Once you read this I will already be dead..
but uve already killed me,
so i will just disappear,
oh wait...you always treated me like I was invisible.
I will fucking rip your heart out and do what you fucking did to me!!!!!!!!
For this impossible because i will be happily dead,
see what you've caused me to go and do.
4 minutes and you will get a call from a hospital.
Goodbye
him taking what she promised me...
she's such a fuckin liar backstabber...
Walking the streets late every night ever since the night
she destroyed me when i heard the news,
eyes moist bloodshot and always burning.
Suicide always roaming through because of this destruction
she layed upon me,
I WANNA FUCKING DIE!!!
SOMEONE FUCKING KILL ME!!!
I will stand with no defense,
i will not flinch nor blink,
Simply handing u the gun and begging u to pull the trigger.
My eyes clenched shut tightly waiting to be ended...
loosing my focus and all that has done me good.
Id always tell her it was okay and that im getting over it
gradually,
but thats me lying harder than ever..
It hurts me more and more and gives me this RAAGGEE!!
Hurting myself purposely ona daily basis with air duster alcohol cigarettes and the most painful,
that thought of her fucking him and sucking his dick and all the other shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:'(
Before this is all over..
I will have ended myself completely from all of this.
I should've never walked into that classroom that day,
only keeping to myself and not being a fuckin idiot and falling in love witha girl that was already in love witha fagget..
and he fucked her and took away from me what she promised me,
i will never love you the same because of how bad you hurt me.
Toying with my heart!!!!
never giving me a chance and going around with every other guy but me..
Everyone noticed how you always played me and
how you fucked up big time by not giving me a chance a long fuckin time ago!!
Your fuckin loss and your guna have to live forever with this on ur slate,
you've given me no purpose,
causing me to commit this suicide i will partake in 7 minutes
from now.
Once you read this I will already be dead..
but uve already killed me,
so i will just disappear,
oh wait...you always treated me like I was invisible.
I will fucking rip your heart out and do what you fucking did to me!!!!!!!!
For this impossible because i will be happily dead,
see what you've caused me to go and do.
4 minutes and you will get a call from a hospital.
Goodbye
Published 6th May 2011
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7th May 2011 2:23am
14th May 2011 2:40am
dark... sad... of a perilous heartbreak ending in suicide... like how i once died... but i was resuscitated and here i am.... its amazing btw
16th May 2011 10:15pm
thank you very much guys....not knowing who u both truly are ur gestures vocabulary and personal state of mind relates with mine..thanx for your honest critiqe
17th May 2011 1:11am
17th May 2011 7:17pm
17th May 2011 10:35pm
May I ask what exactly this poem is about I get the main part but just wondering if it's not to personal....
18th May 2011 00:51am
its about my girlfriend...that ive pretty been tryin for fa 3 years and now that i finally have her...she hurt me more than u could ever imagine..
20th May 2011 10:33pm
I don't even know you but I do know how you feel I've had the same kind of problem... It's usually the ones you love that hurt you the most </3
21st May 2011 5:44pm
28th May 2011 3:11am
and what kills me the most is they usually dont realize they ever even hurt you....
1st Jun 2011 7:42am
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