Pluto and Mars

We all have stories,
And we all have scars.
I carry the world on my shoulders,
Plus Pluto and Mars.

It hurts to wake up,
Every day is the same.
Every day is a challenge
With more bad news on the way.

I hate walking through school,
Everyone can see you crying.
And they're probably talking shit,
Spreading rumors and lying.

Because that's all we're good for,
Is making shit up.
Making people suffer
When they want to be numb.

I've never done anything to you,
And fuck what you've heard.
Take a walk in my shoes,
Spend a day in my world.

I dont think you could handle it,
Being bruised and abused.
Every day of your life,
Trying to find an excuse.

Going through all this pain,
Wishing you were dead.
No pill or substance
Could take the thoughts from your head.

There's a pain in your chest,
A pressure, a swelling,
The secret you keep
Is the one you should be telling.

Trying to do the right thing,
But you're always being used.
But if you dont give them what they want,
They'll just take it from you.

I feel so helpless,
I need some room to breathe.
But I feel so crowded,
What do you all want from me?

I'm screaming out for help,
By pushing everyone away.
I know suicide is selfish
But it feels like the only way.

Music is my drug,
My only light in life.
I'll live all day,
For that 3 minute high.

Have you ever felt dead?
So scared and alone?
Needed someone to hold you
But had nowhere to go?

There's a stinging in your veins,
And every heart beat hurts.
You can feel the sobs coming
And your vision starts to blur.

Have you ever had a day,
Where everyone you hate,
Has something to say,
But not to your face?

I'm my own enemy,
Standing on pins and needles.
I think I could be okay,
If I could escape the people.

I want to follow my dream,
But the compass is broken.
Sometimes I talk to the stars
To forget how alone I am.